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Edyta. [Oct. 16th, 2005|06:39 pm]
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I love her. I still really love her. I'm head over heals in love.

Every time I see her I can't help but smile...yes it's cliched but m eyes smile, my heart smiles, I feel aglow.

She leaves me wanting to hold her, touch her, breathe her in, kiss her.

She leaves me wanting to make love....something I only seem to feel for her now.

She visited only briefly today because K was here studying too, but I know I will see her again soon, and I know our lips will meet.

I anticipate it.

Edyta, has always been the one, and will always be the one.

I still believe we are meant to be together.

I know I can not love another as I do her.

aaaarrrrggghhhh Edyta I love you! and I am sorry I did not get to hold you, kiss you, make love to you today.
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[User Picture]From: salenelle
2005-10-20 12:19 am (UTC)
Completely off the subject, but I know you would know...

Can you give me any good websites or communities that deal with the nature as a system of beliefs?
I am interested in getting in tune with communication with the natural world, hoping I can, through that, achieve a connection to the higher, spiritual realm. I am feeling, as of late, a bit disconnected, and it makes me sad...

Thanks in advance!
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From: (Anonymous)
2005-10-25 11:33 am (UTC)
aahh re-read this again...and think maybe I have more of an understanding of what you are after....

through slowing down, meditating, leading a simple life, and "getting in tune with nature" i felt more "spiritual" in gaining a better understanding / perspective on life..ie: that humanity is just a part of nature...we live, grow, die...and cycle back into the earth...we are just a different composition of cells...with the same energy and life force flowing through us..

as a scientist i view the world and evrything in it as electron masses...and these electrons aren't bound into set objects...so tree electrons can become a part of me...and so can all of humanity...past and present.

so I guess for me that communication, is a feeling of being one...and a sensation of being one.

(via this whole process though I have found I have increased my ability to talk to those who have passed away...and I attribute this to being more away of the subtle energy changes within my body...[it is these energy changes that help distinguish between something my mind may be "thinkng" and something that is being shown to me by another])
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